Archive for January, 2011

January 28th, 2011

ready to fall. wanna catch?

every once and a while i remember to visit kelle hampton’s blog, enjoying the small things . it’s totally amazing and has touched millions of people – including me.

i spent the better part of a week sobbing randomly after reading the post that made her blog so famous. it’s a jerker for sure (and then some).

after that i was hooked. but to be totally honest, i find that i often think of her blog and don’t go. because seriously she’s like superdupertrooper mom. and often, i just can’t handle taking in that much greatness – it makes me feel less disheveled if i pretend she doesn’t exist…

but truly, that’s just my own bologna – i like to think if we lived near each other and happened to er, be both reaching for the same head of broccoli at whole foods, become instant friends.

which brings me to the point behind the last four paragraphs. i took a spin over to her site yesterday and fell totally emerged in her latest post, the net.

and it hit me like a a pound of bricks (or 13 SS’s) how much i yearn for my own net.

don’t get me wrong, i’ve got those friends out there and they’re beyond fantastic. those who i can unload my life onto. who listen and offer advise and in return unleash their own issues.
(it’s gotta be a two way cry (or bitch) street or else it just doesn’t work.)

but i want that community of these people near me. to have those heart felt connections where you can be real and honest and let it all go.

that’s hard to find. and hard to do.

but i think with the help of a couple glasses of wine, and the right women, it could be tremendous.

it’s not going to happen without a push and without some initiative. this i know.

but i’m beyond ready and willing. as you may have noticed i’m up for a few challenges these days…

so who’s in? who wants to re-create the circle that kelle did. who wants to each get her turn to unload and unleash and loose it – in the company of others doing the same. sound scary? nah.

yes, sounds like most men’s worst nightmare come true, i concur. which is why we need this.

so, sorry to exclude anyone..but in order to gain special access you must have a. a vagina and b. breasts. easy enough.
*okay,okay, if you have a penis and you’re reading this and you really want to join, you can let me know, too.

but seriously…i’m going to work on this. and if you know me and you live near me and you want in, please let me know. and wait, this is the point. duh. if you DON’T know me and you want in please let me know – cause i want to know you.

as jackson would say, “good deal?”. yes, good deal indeed.

January 27th, 2011

day three. con lightning.

tonight there is so much frackety snow outside that i can barely see out the windows. if a car happens to pass by, forgetaboutit. can’t see over the monstrous banks flanking the slightest strip of blacktop you’ve ever seen.

like bike path wide.

alas, it’s january and i live in new england. so truly, i have little to complain about.

tonight is also day three of yoga girl mary’s little challenge.

and.

i.

am.

breeeeaaaathing.

like more than ever maybe in my life.

and for that alone, thank you, thank you, thank you.

it feels so good i could just scream. or breath. yep, breath. way better than screaming.

so, this morning in a squeaky clean, sun-filled house (is there anything better?) i did six SS’s. ah, sun salutes? what? do you think that i actually learned some of this yoga lingo? pshhhh. i just read mary’s update and this is how she says it. but just you wait. i might not be pssshhhing for long.

fast forward nine hours later, after a yummy dinner of sage and lemon crusted pork chops, garlic mashed and baked asparagus (no, it was not annies, veggie burgers and a side of frozen broccoli and YES, i am patting myself on the back) i finished off the last six.

with the help of the cutest lightning mcqueen clad yogini around.

and yes, he may have farted halfway through. and no, this probably wasn’t the best visual of how far i’ve come in the last three days…but a. i have little to no shame (which you should know by now) and b. heck, it’s some really good stuff.

January 25th, 2011

the not so {but maybe on her way} yogini.

this past week has been an eye opener for me.

without getting into too much detail or boring you with the ailments of hannah, suffice it to say i’ve been in need of some outlets. or out-letting. or letting go. or loosing it. whichever, or all of the above.

i went to my first spinning class since 2008 last night. and ohmarymagdalene did it feel scrumptious. that’s the kind of outlet i need. like 3-4 times a week. and if you know me (and talk to me often) please make sure i’m doing this. please?

and then came two signs from above. the first was choosing the bike next to the nurse practitioner who i had just met with four hours earlier. guess she can rest easy knowing i took her suggestion of re-introducing exercise to my regime.  

and between me and you, i kicked her ass. two babies got nothing on this mama. i still got it.

the second came in the form of a blog post from a friend, mary. yoga girl mary, that is. it was her first post in four months. and in came just when i needed it. (you have to click above and read the post for the next series of photos to make any sense…)

and let’s be honest – i had no idea what the eff a Surya Namaskar A is. but i asked and she provided a video. and so, today, i accepted her challenge.

i dusted off the yoga mat from my one pregnancy yoga dvd circa 2007 and propped the laptop in front of my face – and mat- so i could mimic the seriously too fit and agile and flexible man before me. (yes, i was hating.)

and of course, i propped my camera and set it to automatic fire and tried to not break my back, or cause an accident from any onlookers passing by the windows.

no sooner had i done this…

when my solo Surya Namaskar A’s became…er, not so solo.

and then, er, not so much my own.

i’d say they’re naturals, no?

 

insert here quick break to eat a snack…but i had three more to go…

 can’t you just see harper thinking, “mama, you do NOT look like this guy”?

what? not very graceful? well just you wait, i got 29 more days of this.

and maybe if you’re lucky – like really, really lucky – i’ll post photos on day thirty.

and if  i’ve  inspired you mary inspires you (which she’s reeeeaaally good at) to join the challenge, have at it. come on, i dare you.

 thanks mary, you rock. like a lot.

January 23rd, 2011

fucking a.

a quickie while the house is still (for 62 minutes)…eh, by quickie i mean blog, people.  

yesterday morning eating breakfast at the table…

justin: jackson did you want to tell mommy what happened this morning?

jackson: (head tilted,sheepish look) i peed in my pants.

me: you did? what happened?

jackson: (pondering) i peed in my pants. and daddy said, “fucking a”.

justin & i: (mouth’s dropped, unable to speak)

i’d say jackson earns a get of jail free card on this one.

shit, fuck, damnitalltohell dang, we were so close to nomination for 2011 parents of the year…

happy sunday to you all.

January 15th, 2011

gymnastics,mickey and sir.benedict.

ok, as promised here is the post about gymnastics. and, eh, a few other things we’ve been up to the past few weeks (how time it is a creepin’). 

so, yeah, as you started to read jackson was really, really stoked about starting gymnastics. after we watched dylan the first week he talked about going again and doing it himself day in and day out for the next seven days. 

 

 sometimes it takes us a little while to…warm up. but, he followed the line of chillens onto the gymnastics floor and into a whole lotta fun. 

jumping over the big blocks

  

following the felt feet

with ms. leslie

  

balance beam

if not for the crazed 16 month old i was chasing after – up the stairs, down the hallways and away from the tantalizing gymnastics floor – i would have had several more photos of her brave, skillful big brother jumping on the trampoline, diving into the pit of foam blocks, playing with dinosaurs under a parachute, and freaking out avoiding the rings. 

“jackson’s mommy!” was called a couple of times by ms. leslie - at which point i scrambled to chase down and throw over my shoulder said 16 month old and haul ass to my little gymnists’ side. but after a brief mama hug and encouragement he was back at it. 

and although i knew he’d do terrifically, that chubby, bowl-cut rocking eight year old was festering inside my brain. the one who stood on the sidelines sans any and all confidence, grace or coordination. the one who never -even came close- to conquering a cartwheel. 

but i put my own shit to the side and was able to gulp down my own reservations and baggage as i watched my athletic, confident and ever so graceful son own the floor. yes, justin, he may have gotten more of your genes on this one. sigh. 

moving on to the next adventure… 

our friends, the hodges, scored some tickets to disney on ice. oh yeah, baby. 

we decided to leave our little ladies behind and soak up some serious mickey time with our boys. and they we’re, ah, kinda  sorta only slightly elated. keep in mind they’re two and have really no concept of what disney on ice means… 

yes, mickey mouse will be wearing ice skates and dancing. 

no, we can’t skate with him. 

no, you don’t have to sit on his lap. (and no, he doesn’t have a beard.) 

yes, you can eat a treat. (how is that association made even from our living room?) 

on a wednesday night we all piled in the blood’s swagger wagon. moms in front, toddlers in the middle and dad’s in the back -insert here reason number 985 i’m in love with my minivan – and headed to the big city to find mickey. 

 

i think it took both boys about thirty minutes to grasp what was happening after we walked into the arena and took our seats. 

 

 

 but soon enough – with the encouragement of a little popcorn – they were feeling the vibes. 

dang, disney on ice is wicked cool

 

 

captain hook's boat (a big hit)

peanut new balances enjoying the show

mamas and our boys

thanks hodges for a wicked pissa night. until next time mr. & mrs. mouse… 

 

and lastly – eh, why not – we got a little bit of snow this week. just a tad. a tad measuring upwards of 32″ in our driveway. 

and although i LOVE snow and storms i actually, kinda, in a shhh don’t tell anyone kind of a way, felt claustrophobic. we could barely open our doors. 

welcome?

the swagger in the driveway. dang we need a garage.

watching daddy shoveling. and picking a winner.

the abominable orange kid and the purple oompa loompa.

 

…and that about wraps it up. 

praying for sunshine and 72 degrees, 

hannah


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